a Friend that I remember

I'm starting to write again with uncertain feeling. the feeling that I felt couple years ago.

I will face my day, not different from before. what makes it different is the number of age that I will face from the same situation couple years ago. I have to be "grown up". the experiences that I've done, that I've received, that I learnt, it develops into "me", right now.

"I will not put you in the social pressure like her. I want to listen your words from your mouth without force"

Suddenly, I think about these words. And like I've thought, I have to put my words and do it like what I've said.

Ahh, as much as I thought, I'll become more confuse about it.

Then I remembered about a friend, an old friend from my past.

How are you now? It is almost 2 years without hearing your condition.

The person that have become a small part of my life, the person that have become friend that always there where I need something to "hold", a person with "different" characteristic.

I never hope something that I will never reach..

I learn many things from that person, and I would like to say "thank you" for the kindness, the time, the humour. Everything you give means alot for me..

Thinking about this friend colours my life, again..

Thank you..


_16 days before "Me"_
16 days can be so fast or even so short to think, to decide, what the best for yourself
and it publish 5 days later